Yesterday was an absolutely wonderful day. I am drawing so near to my Lord and he is showing Himself to me in many ways. The fear still creeps in, fear of the precious moments that I had yesterday not lasting. I have made changes, God has made changes. It is all in His timing. He is not a God of absolutes. He has allowed all of this only for one purpose...to bring me to his feet. The only thing that I want is to be like him. Not to feel perfect, not to look perfect or not to make a ton of money. Pouring myself into thanking him relieves any sort of fear that I have. He REIGNS!
Keep pressing on friend! The most effective prayer I have ever prayed in the battle is "Lord, fight this battle for me, cause I cant"
ReplyDeleteAnd I've cried that out to him over and over, minute by minute, day by day. I'm proud of you friend! Don't give up!